Monday, January 15, 2007

estoy loca?

lately i feel like i'm losing my mind.
like i've been talking out loud to myself so much more lately.
could it be because i have no one else to talk to?
weird.
also when i do interact with people, i have no idea what the fuck im doing or talking about.
human interaction seems to be boggling my mind.
it appears i don't understand people, and perhaps or more over, they don't understand me. like maybe i'm trying too hard but trying too hard to do what? maybe it's because i'm so stagnant it's driving me mad. but i feel trapped because i don't know where to begin or what to do with myself. i feel like i waste alot of time when i should be doing something but not sure what it is i should be doing. gee i sound like one lost soul.

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