A New Chapter of Life

So many things have changed since I last entered a blog. I've moved on from a French guy to an English one. So atleast we speak the same language but I still find there are many expressions they use on the other side of the pond, that we hear in NY have never heard of. so there is some loss of translation even if we both are speaking the English language. We started dating in April, a great first date...dinner and a movie (alice in wonderland) then barhopping jazz clubs around the west village. The following week, my cousin passed away unexpectedly and it was totally devastating for me and my family. I didn't know how to get through it but he was there, totally supportive. Here I was feeling that I should be totally in mourning, but at the same time, I was falling in love. Could that be ok? And now here I am 9 months later, engaged...and in my 12th week of pregnancy. The first several weeks I wasn't feeling so well, but I couldn't pinpoint what it was. I guess I was all around neausous, gagging everytime I brushed my teeth and/or throwing up. Yesterday was the first day in awhile that I actually felt good, not tired not bloated and fat and frumpy. And I brushed my teeth at night and didn't gag. That was very eventful. Maybe it's a turn towards the better for the 2nd trimester. :)